Dream that I'd given birth already. The setting seems to be in the hospital but there was no signs of the baby around. And the first thing I did..,was to jump out of my bed and asked for a cig from hubby. I then went outside, stood down like some chao ah lian and started to tarik like crazy Then *poof*..I woke up. Weird eh!!
Darn..funny time to be craving for cigarettes [that's my intepretation anyway]. I'd actually stopped cold turkey since I discovered I was preggy in early April of this year and was suffering like crazy for the 1st 1 month of abstinence [didn't help that I stopped my other habit of drinking 2 cans of coke everyday too]. My body w/o it's daily nicotine and caffeine intake was causing me to feel ultra crazy then. Fortunately, I felt much better after abt 2 mths later. Well, it also helped that I was constantly barfing away in the loo so that I didn't have much time to think about my cravings..
Will I go back to smoking? I don't know man..I know I won't smoke if I'm breastfeeding so....Yeah, Discipline. That's what I need!! Now, mebbe I can try to convince hubby to stop smoking~~