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Smokey Dream

Had a funny dream..Hmmmm. Any Sigmund Freud wannabes around?

Dream that I'd given birth already. The setting seems to be in the hospital but there was no signs of the baby around. And the first thing I did..,was to jump out of my bed and asked for a cig from hubby. I then went outside, stood down like some chao ah lian and started to tarik like crazy Then *poof*..I woke up. Weird eh!!

Darn..funny time to be craving for cigarettes [that's my intepretation anyway]. I'd actually stopped cold turkey since I discovered I was preggy in early April of this year and was suffering like crazy for the 1st 1 month of abstinence [didn't help that I stopped my other habit of drinking 2 cans of coke everyday too]. My body w/o it's daily nicotine and caffeine intake was causing me to feel ultra crazy then. Fortunately, I felt much better after abt 2 mths later. Well, it also helped that I was constantly barfing away in the loo so that I didn't have much time to think about my cravings..

Will I go back to smoking? I don't know man..I know I won't smoke if I'm breastfeeding so....Yeah, Discipline. That's what I need!! Now, mebbe I can try to convince hubby to stop smoking~~

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Nov. 25th, 2002 06:06 am (UTC)
wah u ex smoker also ah. dun smoke liao lah. i stopped smoking for quite sometime liao lor and now i cant stand smoke anymore. think i give it up for life! ;)
Nov. 25th, 2002 09:13 am (UTC)
Yeah..been smoking for over 10 yrs since my uni days till I stopped for the sake of baby :)
Yeah, I know it's better for me to just quit completely but it's kinda tough when ur significant other smokes too. Well, mebbe baby Aidan will have an influence of him ~
Nov. 25th, 2002 07:55 pm (UTC)
tell him the usual lah. 2nd hand smoking is worse. he cant kiss and hold the baby if he has been smoking for the last 24 hrs. he will be banished to the couch for life if he still wants to smoke. heh.
Nov. 25th, 2002 11:44 pm (UTC)
Banishment to the couch is not really a deterrent coz I always chase him to the couch whenever he snores TOO LOUD :P..Yeah, have to make use of the baby somehow heheh..Tough but gotta try. Just hope that I won't get suckered back into the nicotine trap again :]
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